Monday, 12 December 2011

it's been a while...

to be honest, i've become rather disillusioned with all this Englishiness: i don't read for fun anymore. writing is a chore.  i've written six essays in four months, and they no longer have a purpose - writing has become economical, because once it gets a mark it expires.  nothing made to last...and due to some friends who are freer-thinking than i, i have been corrupted. no longer can i remain in a system which teaches me to consider texts from angles and not do the same to it and everything around it.  revolutionary jargon.  it scares me.  i've long wanted to break out of something, but have been too good of a student to do so.

i'm ready to be done this degree and move onto something - though, this too is frightening. i have a bit of a cushion now though - my friend and i are starting a theatre company. it's going to be great it's going to be great it's going to be great, in the words of tigger.  he's writing a steampunk play to kick it off, i've got a one act on the go...still, there's a page missing somewhere...

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